wanderlust

six months ago, i wrote something about the supposed to be "break up" with this guy. a month after that, we were "ok" again. without even any hint of that misunderstanding and nasty conversation we had. then i went back home. i thought everything was better then between the two of us. but then again, i was wrong! we never had a talk about what happened a month ago. he pretended that it didn't happen and all the while i let it sit at the back of my head. just not to think about it. now, it's really over! and whenever i got myself thinking what went wrong, i realized that everything was wrong from the very beginning of the relationship. not that i didn't love him but because i got into that relationship without even thinking if i was doing it for the romantic love or just the friendly platonic love?! yes, i loved him as a friend before we got involved with each other. but maybe..just maybe..i was blinded by that friendly love for him. all the while, i thou...